Reverie Glynisebella Zhang Yue Xi
张悦希 ； 喜「悦」 和 「希」望
Date of Birth: 17th Feb 2010
Period of Gestation: 37 Weeks
Place of Birth: Thomson Medical
Weight at Birth: 2485 grammes
Length at Birth: 48 cm
Head Circumference: 32 cm
Warning! : Freakingly long & wordy post that's totally un-related to you. But of course I wouldn't mind you reading it & giving me some encouraging comments, I need that.
I'm seriously confused what I should be doing. Even I really settled for what I have in mind, will I succeed? Future is something we can roughly predict. Maybe to some, you can predict it all or you just couldn't at all.
Every shyt might just end up unplanned. For me, it might be because of interest and funds.I regret alot of things in life. Mainly due to not studying hard.
Regretted not studying well for O' levels
Regretted not studying well for my diploma at MDIS
When I'm younger I always thought life would be easier without those thick textbooks. It's better off working and such. But once I step into the society, I realise how tough everything could be. How evil people can get when they look angelical and stuff. Time & experience just shows how wrong I am.
By then I suddenly wish that I can be back to school, since I'm still young and I seems to have 'alot' of time.
It all happened when I got my first official full-time job as a Customer Service Assistant at Samsung Mobile. Time pass easily which seems to be good, everything seems to be okay. Just when freaking demanding customers came and started cursing and swearing at you because of your employer's damn product.
Luckily on my last day of work, I met my second job boss, Mr. Evan Koh, and he recommend me to work in K.L.Koh Enterprise Pte Ltd, as an office shipping clerk. So I when and how happy I was! Free transport, short working hours, my own private table, computer, free lunch somemore!
But all the things I was happy for was shattered on the 5th day. The entire office & factory got burn down by a huge fire. Shouldn't be a big fire but since we are working in Oil production, it makes everything worst by a tri-zillion times. So we shifted to an old office in Bukit Batok, Hillview.
Somehow I got this feeling that it's the most tragic days in my entire 19 years of living. Evil people plotting(?!) against me (just because they don't like me, I'm not in their so-call clan, & I didn't suck up to them). People who I thought could be friends do the same shyt to me. And since it's a small office, I get the lousiest seat whereby everybody could see what's on my computer screen. It's totally horrible because I don't have so much things to do, when bosses walk by I still have to pretend to be hardworking.
I can't believe that those days are over. I remember I always have this feeling in my heart, a feeling that's making your heart breatheless & stress. Always feared what would happen the next day in office. Cried alot of times and thinking that death(?!) is the only solution.
Maybe I just couldn't believe how people can get. How life and office politics would be. (Anyway since I'm not in K.L.Koh anymore, I don't care if my ex colleague are reading it, showing the rest of them this blog post and curse me like hell saying that I'm damn wrong. I know they would if they were to read this. But whatever, this is my freaking blog! Where my personal thoughts should be.)
So after much persuading to my Mum, I registered for a Certificate course for Early Childhood. When to Joy Montessori Schoolhouse as an Assistant Childcare Teacher. This was once my dream, a dream that was stopped by my pathetic O' levels result. I totally love it to bits at the start. But I'm all wored out. Tired of everything and I'm only working for 5 hours! imagine after I got my cert I got to work for the entire day. The strength and energy to nurture young toddlers who can barely speak & understand is not little at all.
I resign last Friday to my beloved principal Ms. Joyce, she is like the nicest person I've ever seen in my working career. I love my job, I love every colleague in the school.
You might say that I give up easily and all. But I know what exactly what I'm doing. Even my next job might be a failure, I won't give up to continue to find the one I love.
I think alot this few days. As most of you know I wanted to open a pet shop in the future. My initial plan was to work in Childcare line and study for it first. Save until I have enough money, go for a Pet grooming course and slowy plan to set everything up. Nini papa says this is what I should do because if anything fails in my pet line, I still have a second route for myself.
So I when to consult my Aunty Shirley, who is a pet lover and told her about my situation. She strongly agrees to it and says that if I were to produce some results upon becoming a groomer, she will open a petshop! Then she ask me to call her husband, Uncle Lee, and he too, also recommend to go along pet grooming line.
I understand it's not easy becoming a groomer, but to persue my dreams, I need to have at least some skills. I got myself a job at Pet Lover's Centre. Learn about enviroment, this and that in a pet store. Accordding to my interviewer, if I were to do well upon my first year of service, they would sponser me for grooming course (if I'm interested) and I would be bonded (sign contract) for 3 years.
Of course I do not wish to be bonded! But if it is a place I like, I would consider doing so. But I would rather take the grooming course on my own, pay for myself, and no bonding stress.
I do hope I will do well. I really do not want anymore regrets in life that's why I decide not to study Early Childhood a week before it started.
God bless me please. I really hope every hardwork pays off and everything when well. I'm already 19! I need to be firm on what I'm suppose to do in life! At least that will stop people from saying I'm fickled-minded and all.
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